ILLNESS AND SINS
https://youtu.be/5IlVfkY5q54
My illnesses are not because I have sinned. For I was baptized, in the name of the FATHER, the SON and the HOLY SPIRIT.
At this point I was given forgiveness for all of my transgressions or sins if you wish. I was reborn in the name of JESUS CHRIST!
All others I have since repented as I am no longer a slave to sin!
My illnesses are for the Glory of GOD alone but what that purpose of Glory is, it is unknown to me.
I do feel the LOVE of the HOLY TRINITY; course through my veins and this LOVE, strengthens me inside from any attacks against me by the Evil One specifically against my Faith, Hope and GOD'S Grace!
I am a champion and a true warrior for heaven and my heart is filled to overflowing with His eternal LOVE!
THE FULL ARMOUR OF GOD
Finally, be strong in the LORD and in His mighty power. Put on the “Full Armour Of GOD”, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Therefore put on the “Full Armour Of GOD”, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. Stand firm then, with the “Belt Of Truth”, buckled around your waist, with the “Breastplate Of Righteousness”, in place and with your “Feet Fitted With The Readiness”, that comes from the “Gospel Of Peace”.
In addition to all this, take up the “Shield Of Faith”, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the “Helmet Of Salvation” and the “Sword Of The Spirit”, which is the Word Of God.
And pray in the SPIRIT on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the LORD’s people.
AMEN.
by,
Richard Abbenbroek.

WHATEVER

WHATEVER
WHATEVER; has or has not happened in my past, from now on I am going to be the hero of my own story.
WHATEVER; wherever GOD now leads me. I will live as GOD intended, with as much passion and fun, as if any day were my last.
WHATEVER; GOD has intended for me, I accept totally with all the Grace, Courage and Love for GOD that I can.
WHATEVER; I believe, it is the manner which has bespoken my determination to share His Word with all or what and that I believe.
Because contrary to the wisdom of an average bumper sticker the GOOD NEWS is indeed GOOD for all to believe, or WHATEVER...
https://youtu.be/DXDGE_lRI0E
By Sir Richard
http://bayo-hunter.blogspot.ca/

FOR YOU JOYCE - THE FULL ARMOUR OF GOD

 

FOR YOU JOYCE 

https://youtu.be/o2vkAF8HFGE
THE FULL ARMOUR OF GOD
Finally, be strong in the LORD and in His mighty power. Put on the “Full Armour Of GOD”, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Therefore put on the “Full Armour Of GOD”, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. Stand firm then, with the “Belt Of Truth”, buckled around your waist, with the “Breastplate Of Righteousness”, in place and with your “Feet Fitted With The Readiness”, that comes from the “Gospel Of Peace”.
In addition to all this, take up the “Shield Of Faith”, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the “Helmet Of Salvation” and the “Sword Of The Spirit”, which is the Word Of God.
And pray in the SPIRIT on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the LORD’s people.
Amen… Ephesians 6:10-18
Posted By,
Richard…
https://youtu.be/BphrCg8SDFI
For I Still Miss Someone, As I Am Thinking, Breathing and Dreaming
Every Second for Joyce…

TRULY MARRIED

TRULY MARRIED
Yes, if you can wake up each morning and still after 20 years U feel that Love for that person beside U, you are Truly Married.
For no matter whom that person is, or when or if, they were ever right or wrong.
Even if someday from this Earth they could be gone.
U still wake up and U feel that Love!
U are still; "Truly Married..."  

https://youtu.be/o2vkAF8HFGE
Written and Photo by,
Sir Richard in 2015.

HANGAR FLIGHT MUSEUM LANCASTER BOMBER - THE LADY ORCHID

HANGAR FLIGHT MUSEUM LANCASTER BOMBER - THE LADY ORCHID
Had an awesome time at The Hangar Flight Museum Father’s Day weekend event:
Wings and Wheels.
We got to go inside several vintage aircraft which the kids loved. What I really enjoyed though is all the stories and information from the volunteers. Definitely worth a visit!
The Lady Orchid Lancaster Bomber is Open to you, the Public! 

Posted by Sir Richard. 

https://youtu.be/MF5_hvE4WEA

Lancaster Ghost Voices of Lancasters Past

PAIN, PHYSICIANS, and PILLS

PAIN, PHYSICIANS, and PILLS https://youtu.be/G2XtRuPfaAU
PAIN
Everyone has pain, to have PAIN
is to be alive.
For some PAIN is daily and others only recreational but for me, it is a lifestyle!
On and on and on…
I tend to be able to continue my PAIN within my lifestyle, with as much discomfort as I can, or do not wish.
The above-mentioned PAIN at times has me worrying about what is going to happen to my Family, Friends whom I Love, also Evie Dog if I should be called home due to this PAIN?

A friend told me about my PAIN; That eventually GOD will take care of it! That I should receive His Joy that He makes available to me now!
For GOD shall wipe away all tears from our eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more PAIN: for the former things shall pass away!
Normally as I have stated, I have “PAIN” cornered in my own personal Market.
As I believe that I will one day be in heaven and yes, GOD will take care of all my Family, Friends whom I Love, Evie Dog or otherwise.
The thing that I find fearful about dying and yes; we will all die one day. My real “PAIN” is about is the act of dying, the fear of myself going through that momentary PAIN of Dying is what worries me most before I get to heaven. Amen… https://youtu.be/-pxRXP3w-sQ
Posted by, Sir Richard...
Sent to you all with LOVE and to all that heaven will allow! http://bayo-hunter.blogspot.com/

THE HARDEST - POST FUNERAL

THE HARDEST - POST FUNERAL
https://youtu.be/HpTyza46Fm0

People during a funeral are like birds before the gathering of winter. They fly all around you and at the same time they fill the air with multitudes of deafening, yet comforting singing sounds. Some appealing, some not, then suddenly something calls them all away. The comfort of them being near you, is now all but gone. You feel alone and at the same time abandoned. Like the fields in winter that they flew over which now, have become silent, frozen and very, very cold, as you find yourself in your empty home.

With GOD, He is there but in your prayers that you made on your bended bleeding knees seem un-heeded but still with Him, you’re never alone, though you feel at times so. The person that you loved who has just passed, you look for everywhere, through many a look like person in varying stages of their life and reels of memories of them are playing like TV commercials, 24/7 in your mind. Some good, some bad but you know that they are now in heaven somewhere, as you look desperately for them; the coffee waits in cups of conversation filled for just one.

The silence is almost to the point of aching within your being and though needed, really no amount of hugs or holding and gentle strokes of care will bring your loved one back or make this ache of your heart and mind go away!
Not now at least, though being held does help you adjust, by stopping your drifting alone by yourself, on the new ice flow of your heart through a sea of despair and further into an ocean of the unknown.

So for me, this is the hardest part of Post Funeral. The hardest part because you distinctively know, time will help you learn to deal with this and through your faith one day, GOD will also call you home…but not now, not now, not yet, not now.
https://youtu.be/r2uVh6vpR5E
By,
Richard Abbenbroek…
Thinking, breathing and dreaming of Joyce…
P.S. WITH THE LOSS OF ONE'S SOUL MATE, IN NO WAY TIME HEALS, AS I CAN NEVER FORGET. FOR AT LEAST ONCE DAY I THINK OF MY SOUL MATE!

IF I COULD ONCE AGAIN BE LITTLE

IF I COULD ONCE AGAIN BE LITTLE
https://youtu.be/ABYJo53mHHQ

When I was little, I thought that I knew everything but the last thing you really want is to know then is too much. What you really want is, for the adults in your life to make the world a safe place where dreams can possibly come true and promises are usually never broken.
So when I was little, it didn't seem like a lot to ask?

Then I met Joyce and everything in my life seemed to finally be almost right on track. For it's easy to believe that things happen for a reason; it's easy to have Faith but when things start to go wrong then it's very hard to hold on to that Faith. So when Joyce passed, it became very hard to wonder for what reasons, these things actually happen for?

Again, when I was young and I when was afraid of something, all I wanted more than anything else was to make those fears go away. Now 59 years later all I want is my life back to the way it was before I found out that there was something to be really afraid of and that is!

Being alone, for I just want Joyce once again to be alive and if I could, I would then build a high wall around Joyce and I. We then could live our lives behind it almost forever but sadly, nothing ever stays the same. For now it’s not my old life at all which I live but a new reality or my new life with a wall around it and NO Joyce. My choice is not about going back to the way things were. My choice is not about hiding either but going right to the heart of the thing that scares me most, the unknown of being alone.
For with Joyce, I admit that I am totally grateful to GOD blessing me with 24/7 of 28 years with her together and we the together; the both of us, dealing with almost anything…

At times I used to tell folks that sometimes the best way to move into the unknown is to take small familiar steps. To do ordinary things and through this method, you can deal with something’s which are for the uninitiated, NO WAY ORDINARY!

For all of us throughout our lives, we are always going someplace new all the time. Familiar things just let us pretend that we are not moving into unfamiliar territory. While you take those small familiar steps to be honest, you try to act as if nothing has changed and you will feel comfortable, day by day with your lives as they used to be.

Like today for me is a time, when what I really need, is a piece of how things used to be.
For with Joyce; not only was she my most beautiful Bride and Loving Wife but the Best Friend that I ever had!
Whom to tell the truth; for Joyce I shall LOVE, forever and ever, because again she was one of GOD's special blessings to me…

I miss Joyce beyond words, so much so that my days plus nights without her, are so long, deafeningly silent, very cold and very, very without the woman I Love, Lonely...
So I wish, I really wish, to be back with Joyce.
Or could I just go back again, to that safe place where dreams could possibly come true and I could once again be little.
Love you always Joyce,
Richard...

SOMEWHERE IN-BETWEEN WE PRAY!

 SOMEWHERE IN-BETWEEN
WE PRAY!
https://youtu.be/UkPhGRQzboE
For our salvation

We Pray!
That our children can
sleep and play without fear
black inky headlines fueling flames that
swallow peace
We Pray!
All wishing
the world will remain
free from atomic flash and fallout
to empty our plates of forced fed
rhetoric
Just hear our hearts beat
with held breath
we plant flowers with hope
the sun will color thier petals
brushed with GOD'S Love
We Pray!
Not throwing
blood bottles
which cannot wash away our past of
revolution and strife that will be again, if we not careful of our tomorrow
We Pray!
the world will remain
we plant flowers with hope for JESUS CHRIST'S revolution which will bring peace and through Him will be our rebirth
For our salvation to FATHER GOD, CHRIST JESUS & THE HOLY SPIRIT
We Pray!
AS WE ARE SOMEWHERE IN-BETWEEN
AMEN! https://youtu.be/hTfK-XCCjIo
Written and Photos By Sir Richard…

HOW I FEEL?

HOW I FEEL?  
https://youtu.be/oRvpxMAzGwY
Each day is like a roller coaster. Sometimes the climb feels safe and I can see all around, then it happens, actually more than just sometimes; the coaster falls as I await the return of the safe straightaways.
Dreading the next climb but once again the view always amazes me, till my next fall down into the abyss of loneliness.
I believe; we all ride the same roller coaster, in some fashion somewhere at other times, for this is how I feel.
Written and Photo by Sir Richard….

I AM FREE

I AM FREE
https://youtu.be/uRD_gIoVOmY
Don't grieve for me, for now I am free,
I'm following the path that GOD laid out for me.
I took His hand when I heard Him call,
To the world, I turned my back and left it all.

I could not stay another day,
To laugh, to love, to work, or even play;
Tasks will be left undone but they all now must stay that way,
That is how you found me in our place at the close for me, of my last day.
Richard, if my parting has left within you a void,
Then fill it as best you can by remembering all of our Joy!
Our friendship we shared, a laugh, a kiss, a tender touch.
Ah yes, these things too I shall also miss from you much.
Be not burdened with times of sorrow,
As I only wish you all LOVE and the sunshine of tomorrow.
My life's been full, I've savored all I could see smell and touch.
Good friends, good times, all my Loved one’s, very much.
Perhaps my time seemed all too brief.
Don't lengthen it now with any undue grief.
Lift up your hearts and share with me,
Praise the LORD that I am now with GOD and through Him
With Love From The Lady Joyce.
NOW I AM FREE! https://youtu.be/_h-KeHLnEzs
AMEN!
Photos and written by,
Sir Richard...
As I Send this to you all with LOVE and with all that heaven will allow! http://bayo-hunter.blogspot.com/

IN LOVE

IN LOVE
https://youtu.be/LVADXEvxdiM 
In Love, one can also be too young or old when the flame of passion loses its brightness.
Or can anyone be walked away from for no reason and felt you were made a fool of.
It can also cloud your mind with intoxicating good or bad substances, as it may cause you to slowly go insane.
YET! Love at the very, very best, can be a loss beyond compare as it passed away on you, just as it flickered into life
Love is a gift from GOD, as I was once, one day In Love.
Written and Photo by Sir Richard...
http://bayo-hunter.blogspot.ca/

TODAY'S THOUGHT

TODAY'S THOUGHT
Your fences need to be horse-high, pig-tight and bull-strong. * Life is simpler when you plow around the stump. * Words that soak into your ears are whispered...not yelled. * The best sermons are lived, not preached. * Live a good, honorable life * If need be keep your eyes on your sights, your powder dry and your safety locked. https://youtu.be/BGLGzRXY5Bw
Written by Sir Richard.

HAPPY FATHERS DAY TO ALL YOU DAD’S OUT THERE!

HAPPY FATHERS DAY TO ALL YOU DAD’S OUT THERE!
https://youtu.be/TY7Rxae4pjU
I give thanks to GOD THE FATHER for all my blessings as a Dad!!
Also as Dad’s you are also called upon to be Riki Tiki Tavi like, even Superman/Super Hero but a diaper change or two will bring you back To Earth!
ADVICE: Do not consume mass quantities the night before, and feed you’re little one Raisin’s. For the next morning they turn back into, well, sort of Grapes and that my dear younger Dad’s will bring you too;
Daddy Sick?
https://youtu.be/5LxC3M-Yngs
HAPPY FATHERS DAY!
With LOVE and all that heaven will allow you!
Written by,
Sir Richard…

SHED NOT A TEAR FOR ME.

SHED NOT A TEAR FOR ME.
https://youtu.be/3Ogc9VkNAYg
Shed not a tear for me.
For I have allowed by myself too many tears flow, as does the rain to a river, to the sea.
May I suggest instead, that you allow your inner sun to shine.
Just as GOD has made your heart and mine.
To and for many others thy inner self we should share.
The Love which we were all born with and with this for each other we should Care!
So shed not shed a tear for me.
As one day thanks to GOD, from my pain, I shall be set Free…
Written and Photo by Sir Richard.
http://bayo-hunter.blogspot.ca/

I'M JUST A GHOST IN THIS HOUSE

I'M JUST A GHOST IN THIS HOUSE https://youtu.be/L9Vu8oJEbAY
I'm just a ghost in this house
I'm just a shadow upon these walls
I'm living proof of the damage that heartbreak does go
I'm just a whisper of smoke
All that's left of once two hearts on fire,that once burning out of control
And now gone, taken is her body and soul
I'm just a ghost in this house
Written and Photo by,

Sir Richard...

REMEMBER THIS OLD SAYING!

REMEMBER THIS OLD SAYING!

https://youtu.be/m0JMCaKwOUY
THERE ARE BOLD PILOTS AND THERE ARE OLD PILOTS BUT THERE ARE NO OLD BOLD PILOTS!

THE HISTORY OF THE DANDELION

THE HISTORY OF THE DANDELION
https://youtu.be/xyePMeGE3CI
AND HUMAN CIVILIZATION
Dandelions were introduced into the New World by fur traders because they grew so well and had enough vitamin C to prevent scurvy.
Another benefit is that the dandelion as today, is it could be a good cheap and easy to grow food source. Yuk!
So with a profitable fur trade calling, dandelions accompanied these early colonists.
Once the colonists were settled in and the dandelions planted, the fur traders ships sailed back to merry old England, only to return a few years later.
Upon their return, they found all of the colonists dead, but the dandelion thriving!
WRITTEN AND PHOTO BY,
SIR RICHARD.
YOUTUBE VIDEO BY THE HISTORY GUY.

SOME GREAT NEWS!

SOME GREAT NEWS!
Today at 4:14 a.m. in 1985 my Daughter Jessica was born.
MY DAUGHTER IS 34 TODAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA!!
Keep in mind that Birthdays are just milestones in ones life and the trick sweety, is to stretch out the miles while leaving out the stones!
https://youtu.be/5r6A2NexF88
With LOVE from Dad & Evie Dog too!
P.S. When Jess was 2 her favourite song was:
https://youtu.be/_71w4UA2Oxo

 

 

 

 

 

 

SOME OF MY NIGHTLY PAIN AND POOR SLEEP. NOT ALL BUT SOME!

SOME OF MY NIGHTLY PAIN AND POOR SLEEP. NOT ALL BUT SOME!
https://youtu.be/UMVjToYOjbM

WHAT ARE THE SYMPTOMS OF PRINZMETALS ANGINA?
The chest pain from Prinzmetal's angina often has the following characteristics:
-Located under the chest bone.
-Described as squeezing, constricting, tightness, pressure, or crushing, which is usually severe and may radiate to the neck, jaw, shoulder, or arm.
-Often occurs at rest.
-May occur at the same time each day, usually between 12:00 midnight and 8:00 AM but everyone is different.
-Lasts from 5 to 30 minutes of terror!
-Relieved by 1 or 2 nitroglycerin spays
- Can cause fainting or loss of consciousness, heart attack or stroke!
- What causes coronary spasms? It is not known exactly what causes coronary spasms. They may be due to problems with the thin lining of the blood vessels called the endothelium. Usually the artery lining produces a chemical (nitric oxide) that widens the blood vessel allowing blood to flow through with ease. If the artery lining is damaged or isn't working properly, the blood vessels may narrow more easily, which may cause a coronary spasm. Heart disease and stroke are the leading causes of death in these patients.

SOME SIGNS OF TYPE 2 DIABETES INCLUDE:
-Blurred vision
-Frequent skin, gum or urinary tract infections.
-Itching of skin or genitals.
-Slow healing cuts and bruises.
-Tingling or numbness in legs, feet, fingers-
-Drowsiness.
-Retina Complications From Diabetes. I now had a cataract in my both eyes.

Patients with diabetes have higher death rates than people who do not have diabetes regardless of sex, age, or other factors. Heart disease and stroke are the leading causes of death in these patients. All lifestyle and medical efforts should be made to reduce the risk for these conditions.

People with type 2 diabetes are also at risk for nerve damage (neuropathy) and abnormalities in both small and large blood vessels (vascular injuries) that occur as part of the diabetic disease process. Such abnormalities produce complications over time in many organs and structures in the body. Although these complications tend to be more serious in type 1 diabetes, they still are of concern in type 2 diabetes. Most people with diabetes should aim for fasting blood glucose levels of less than 110 mg/dL and hemoglobin HbA1C of less than 7%.

There are two important approaches to preventing complications from diabetes:
Intensive control of blood glucose and keeping glycosylated hemoglobin (HbA1c) levels below 7%. Tight blood glucose and HbA1c control can help prevent complications due to vascular (blood vessel) abnormalities and nerve damage (neuropathy) that can cause major damage to organs, including the eyes, kidneys, and possibly the heart.

Managing risk factors for heart disease. Control of blood glucose also helps the heart, but its benefits occur over time. It is very important that people with diabetes control blood pressure, cholesterol levels, and other factors associated with heart disease.

HEART DISEASE OR MY CONJESTIVE HEART PROBLEM
There is an association between high blood pressure (hypertension), unhealthy cholesterol levels, and diabetes. Some research suggests that high LDL (“bad” cholesterol) levels, low LDL (“good” cholesterol) levels, and high triglyceride levels may interfere with insulin regulation. Hypertension is more common in patients with diabetes than those without the condition.

People with diabetes are more likely than non-diabetics to have heart problems, and to die from heart complications. Heart attacks account for 60% and strokes for 25% of deaths in patients with diabetes. Diabetes affects the heart in many ways:

Both type 1 and 2 diabetes speed the progression of atherosclerosis (hardening of the arteries). Diabetes is often associated with low HDL ("good" cholesterol) and high triglycerides. This can lead to coronary artery disease, heart attack, or stroke.

Impaired nerve function (neuropathy) associated with diabetes also causes heart abnormalities.
Women with diabetes are at particularly high risk for heart problems and death from heart disease and overall causes.

SARCOMA SOFT TISSUE CANCER REMISSION FOR 10 YEARS BUT AT THIS MOMENT I HAVE CANCER NEUROPATHY AS THEY HAD TO CUT DOWN TO THE BONE AND NOW I HAVE PERIPHERAL LEFT ARM NEUROPATHY:

This information is about peripheral neuropathy (also called neuropathy) in cancer. Peripheral neuropathy is a term used to describe damage to nerves that are outside the brain and spinal cord (peripheral nerves).

Peripheral neuropathy is not one specific disease. Many different conditions that can damage the peripheral nerves can cause it.
This information is about cancer-related causes of peripheral neuropathy, and mainly neuropathy caused by anti-cancer drugs.

The nervous system consists of the brain, the spinal cord and a network of nerves that thread throughout the body. It has two main parts:
-the central nervous system (CNS), which is made up of the brain and spinal cord
-the peripheral nervous system (PNS), which is made up of nerves that carry messages between the brain, the spinal cord and the rest of the body.

Nerves carry nerve impulses back and forth between the body and the brain. They are made up of nerve cells called neurons. Some neurons are very small, but others can be up to one metre (three feet) long. When a nerve ending is stimulated - for example, by heat, touch or vibration - it creates a tiny electrical pulse. This sends a signal along the nerve cell.

When it reaches the end of the cell, the signal triggers the release of chemicals. These carry the signal to the next nerve cell. In this way, messages can be sent from nerves anywhere in the body to the spinal cord and then up to the brain. When a nerve ending is stimulated, for example by heat, touch, or sound vibrations, it creates a tiny electrical pulse. This sends a signal along the nerve cell.

When it reaches the end of the cell, the signal triggers the release of chemicals. These carry the signal to the next nerve cell. In this way, messages can be sent from nerves anywhere in the body to the spinal cord and then up to the brain.

There are different types of nerves:
-Motor nerves.
These carry messages from the brain to the muscles. When a muscle receives a message, it reacts with a movement. Messages can be sent from the brain to any part of the body.
-Sensory nerves.
These carry messages from the body to the brain. These nerves have endings (receptors) that are sensitive to sensations such as pain, temperature, touch and vibration. They enable us to feel different sensations.

Although we are not aware of it, our brain is constantly receiving messages from sensory nerves throughout our body. These messages tell our brain where each part of our body is and are important for balance, coordination and walking.
-Autonomic nerves.
These carry messages back and forth between internal organs and the brain. They control the actions of muscles that aren’t under our voluntary control. They are responsible for maintaining our blood pressure and heart rate.
Autonomic nerves also control both the rate at which food passes through our digestive tract (stomach and bowel) and how the bladder works.

CAUSES OF PERIPHERAL NEROPATHY:
There are several ways in which cancer and treatments for cancer can cause peripheral neuropathy:
Some anti-cancer drugs can cause nerve damage. This is the most common cause of peripheral neuropathy in people with cancer.
Cancer can cause peripheral neuropathy in one area of the body if the tumour is growing close to a nerve and presses on it.
Surgery may damage nerves and cause symptoms in the affected area; for example, numbness or tingling and pain in the arm after breast cancer surgery.
Rarely, radiotherapy may damage nerves within the treated area, causing symptoms such as numbness and weakness. These may develop months or years after treatment.
Occasionally in some types of cancer, the body makes substances that damage peripheral nerves. This is called Para neoplastic peripheral neuropathy. It most commonly occurs in people lung cancer, lymphoma or myeloma.
The symptoms of peripheral neuropathy vary depending on which nerves are affected. Anti-cancer drugs that cause nerve damage are most likely to affect sensory nerves, but some can also affect the motor nerves and the autonomic nerves.
Peripheral neuropathy often affects the hands, feet and lower legs. This is because the longer a nerve is, the more vulnerable it is to injury. Nerves going to the hands, feet and lower legs are some of the longest in the body.
Symptoms of peripheral neuropathy are usually mild to begin with and gradually get worse. Mine went from worse to even more as now I satay awake all night long and I am out of breath, spent and sleeping pills help not!

OTHER SYMPTOMS MAY INCLUDE:
-A change in sensation. You may have a feeling of heaviness, burning or pins and needles in the affected area. Alternatively, you may notice unusual sensations, such as a feeling of warmth or burning when touching something cold and this I have!
-Increased sensitivity. You may find that even the lightest touch or pressure in the affected area feels uncomfortable or painful. Again this is me.
-Pain. This can be mild or more severe. The pain may be felt as sharp and stabbing or as a burning sensation, etc.

Stages of Adult Soft Tissue Sarcoma Stage III To IV the tumor is either:
high-grade (likely to grow and spread quickly), larger than 5 centimeters, and either superficial (in subcutaneous tissue with no spread into connective tissue or muscle below) or deep (in the muscle and may be in connective or subcutaneous tissue); or any grade, any size, and has spread to nearby lymph nodes.
Stage III cancer that has spread to the lymph nodes is advanced stage IV.

Adult Soft Tissue Sarcoma Treatment
-After adult soft tissue sarcoma has been diagnosed, tests are done to find out if cancer cells have spread within the soft tissue or to other parts of the body.
-There are three ways that cancer spreads in the body.
-The following stages are used for adult soft tissue sarcoma:
-Stage I
-Stage II
-Stage III
-Stage IV Richard was this but after my many operations, my Cancer has been in remission for 10 years!
After adult soft tissue sarcoma has been diagnosed, tests are done to find out if cancer cells have spread within the soft tissue or to other parts of the body.
The process used to find out if cancer has spread within the soft tissue or to other parts of the body is called staging. Staging of soft tissue sarcoma is also based on the grade and size of the tumor, whether it is superficial (close to the skin's surface) or deep, and whether it has spread to the lymph nodes or other parts of the body. The information gathered from the staging process determines the stage of the disease. It is important to know the stage in order to plan treatment.
The following tests and procedures may be used in the staging process:
Physical exam and history: An exam of the body to check general signs of health, including checking for signs of disease, such as lumps or anything else that seems unusual. A history of the patient’s health habits and past illnesses and treatments will also be taken.
Chest x-ray: An x-ray of the organs and bones inside the chest. An x-ray is a type of energy beam that can go through the body and onto film, making a picture of areas inside the body.
Blood chemistry studies: A procedure in which a blood sample is checked to measure the amounts of certain substances released into the blood by organs and tissues in the body. An unusual (higher or lower than normal) amount of a substance can be a sign of disease in the organ or tissue that makes it.
Complete blood count (CBC): A procedure in which a sample of blood is drawn and checked for the following:
The number of red blood cells, white blood cells, and platelets.
The amount of hemoglobin (the protein that carries oxygen) in the red blood cells.
The portion of the blood sample made up of red blood cells.
CT scan (CAT scan): A procedure that makes a series of detailed pictures of areas inside of the body, such as the lung and abdomen, taken from different angles. The pictures are made by a computer linked to an x-ray machine. A dye may be injected into a vein or swallowed to help the organs or tissues show up more clearly. This procedure is also called computed tomography, computerized tomography, or computerized axial tomography.
MRI (magnetic resonance imaging): A procedure that uses a magnet, radio waves, and a computer to make a series of detailed pictures of areas inside the body. This procedure is also called nuclear magnetic resonance imaging (NMRI).
PET scan (positron emission tomography scan): A procedure to find malignant tumor cells in the body. A small amount of radioactive glucose (sugar) is injected into a vein. The PET scanner rotates around the body and makes a picture of where glucose is being used in the body. Malignant tumor cells show up brighter in the picture because they are more active and take up more glucose than normal cells do.
The results of these tests are viewed together with the results of the tumor biopsy to find out the stage of the soft tissue sarcoma before treatment is given. Sometimes chemotherapy or radiation therapy is given as the initial treatment and afterwards the soft tissue sarcoma is staged again.
There are three ways that cancer spreads in the body.

The three ways that cancer spreads in the body are:
Through tissue. Cancer invades the surrounding normal tissue.
Through the lymph system. Cancer invades the lymph system and travels through the lymph vessels to other places in the body.
Through the blood. Cancer invades the veins and capillaries and travels through the blood to other places in the body.
When cancer cells break away from the primary (original) tumor and travel through the lymph or blood to other places in the body, another (secondary) tumor may form. This process is called metastasis. The secondary (metastatic) tumor is the same type of cancer as the primary tumor. For example, if breast cancer spreads to the bones, the cancer cells in the bones are actually breast cancer cells. The disease is metastatic breast cancer, not bone cancer.

Recurrent adult soft tissue sarcoma is cancer that has recurred (come back) after it has been treated. The cancer may come back in the same soft tissue or in other parts of the body. So I am still at War with this disease and one of us will win and if I do not then I visit GOD!

Groin Pain After Hernia Repair
Pain persisting beyond the first few days after groin hernia repair is recognized to affect small numbers of patients, generally estimated to be 10–15% of hernias repaired. In nearly all of these patients, the pain subsides post operatively over the early months. Chronic, disabling pain persisting at and beyond 1 year is thought to be real but rare, affecting less than 1% of patients undergoing inguino-femoral hernia repair. Indeed, Devlin indicates that every year “some 400,000 inguinal hernias are repaired, and yet even the biggest series of reports of pain after inguino-femoral hernia repair from the United States are of only 17 or 23 cases. Therefore, this must be a remote hazard… .”

Severe chronic pain following hernia repair is usually due to ischemia or to neuropathy. Ischemia induced in musculofascial tissues by a repair done under tension is the most common cause of undue postoperative pain. In this situation, the sutures slowly cut through the tissues, relieving the pain but setting the stage for recurrence. The other major cause of ischemia-induced pain is tight closure of either the deep or superficial inguinal ring during repair. Most often, ischemia in the ring is partly due to edema following operative dissection, and resorption of edema postoperatively leads to gradual resolution of pain; rarely does testicular atrophy supervene.

Neuropathy is widely recognized as a cause of chronic postoperative pain. It can be induced by nerve trauma during dissection, neuroma formation after partial or complete transection, entrapment by sutures, or by postoperative adhesions. The implantation of mesh, which induces scar formation through increased inflammation, also has been suggested as a cause of neuropathic pain.

More than a decade ago it was true that chronic disabling pain was rare after hernia repair. It is also true that the reported incidence of this problem has been increasing in recent years, 3 although the reasons for this change are not entirely settled. It is important to know the true incidence of chronic, disabling pain after hernia repair so that patients can make an informed choice of whether or not to undergo repair, and so they can receive an acceptable informed consent. Generally, problems with an incidence of less than 1% are thought not to need specific mention in discussing with patients the potential complications of an operation.

SO THIS IS ME AND I HAVE FOUND:
When you have Cancer you find out quickly, all who really Love You.
Yet at the same time there are those who surprise you, because they do not.
Bask in the ones who do Love You, for they are blessings whom will always help you through.
Forgive the ones, who do not, as they are but wheat chaff to be scattered in the wind…
Also, Cancer Battles are very lonely for they are just like a really scary Roller Coaster ride, that has you the lone rider, of which you are totally terrified on!
To date in regards with my Cancer Battle, I am tenaciously holding my ground.
My Faith though battered, seems like the Biblical reading from the Son;
Acts 9:16 “I will show him how much he must suffer in My name”.
So, until I find myself “Many Years Cancer Free” my Cancer Battle goes on and on.

KIDNEY CYST'S
Cysts associated with polycystic kidney disease are nearly always noncancerous. Some people go their whole lives without knowing they have this condition unless complications arise. Like other kidney cysts, these growths are small, oval or round sacs filled with fluid. If the condition does cause problems, complications can include pain, high blood pressure, liver cysts, urinary tract infections, and kidney failure, so ask your doctor if cysts complicate your medical outlook.

CIRRHOSIS OF THE LIVER. MY 12 SIGNS SO FAR.
Cirrhosis develops when scar tissue begins replacing healthy tissue cells all around the liver. The condition may be the result of long-term excess alcohol or drug use, or hepatitis B or C. The latter is contracted through intercourse or contact with infected blood. Hepatitis C infection is the leading cause of liver cirrhosis in the U.S. When scar tissue builds up over the years, the organ becomes hard and lumpy, and this gradually interferes with the liver's ability to function. The liver is less able to filter blood, which can cause ruptured blood vessels. In some cases, spleen enlargement or splenomegaly may occur as a complication of liver cirrhosis.

1. Fatigue
The liver has a unique role when it comes to cleansing the blood and organs, and its proper function is vital to the wellness of the entire body. Fatigue is one of the most commonly described symptoms by individuals with liver cirrhosis, regardless of whether the condition develops from chronic alcohol consumption or hepatitis C. Fatigue may be experienced on and off or constant, and can vary in intensity from mild to debilitating.
Cirrhosis develops when scar tissue begins replacing healthy tissue cells all around the liver. The condition may be the result of long-term excess alcohol or drug use, or hepatitis B or C. The latter is contracted through intercourse or contact with infected blood. Hepatitis C infection is the leading cause of liver cirrhosis in the U.S. When scar tissue builds up over the years, the organ becomes hard and lumpy, and this gradually interferes with the liver's ability to function. The liver is less able to filter blood, which can cause ruptured blood vessels. In some cases, spleen enlargement or splenomegaly may occur as a complication of liver cirrhosis.

2. Bleeding Easily
Excessive bleeding is one of the most common symptoms of advanced liver cirrhosis. This bleeding is a result of low levels of platelets. Most often in liver cirrhosis, the platelet count is low not because the body doesn't make enough, but because the platelets are trapped in the spleen. Any unnatural bleeding requires medical attention.

3. Spider Blood Vessels
One of the most visible signs of liver cirrhosis is spider veins or blood vessels, which appear when an artery surrounded by smaller vessels is affected by liver damage. Spider veins can also develop for other, less serious reasons, however. When caused by liver cirrhosis, a sudden increase of the hormone estradiol causes the vessels to expand and become visible below the skin. Spider veins are more common in individuals with alcohol-related liver cirrhosis than in those with cirrhosis caused by hepatitis C or B.

4. Gynecomastia
Gynecomastia is a scientific term for an abnormal increase in breast size in males, resulting from a severe hormone imbalance. Typically, gynecomastia is the byproduct of an increase in estradiol. It causes the breast to enlarge and testosterone to drop. The condition should be further investigated and treated by the physician.

5. Hypogonadism
Hypergonadism is the result of a hormonal imbalance, specifically a severe lack of sex hormones. It can occur in both men and women but is more pronounced in men. The condition causes the genitals to shrink and can negatively impact libido. In some instances, it leads to significantly reduced testicular functions. Alcohol consumption affects testosterone levels, mainly because alcohol increases the levels of the stress hormone cortisol, which is known to decrease testosterone production. When related to liver cirrhosis, hypogonadism signifies an advanced stage.

6. Fluid in the Abdomen
About 80% of individuals with liver cirrhosis of the liver develop an accumulation of fluid in the abdomen, a condition called ascites. This symptom causes expansion of the abdomen and pronounced veins. If not addressed quickly, fluid in the abdomen can cause organ damage and may lead to death.

7. Bad Breath
Foul breath without changes in dental hygiene can indicate illness. In the case of liver cirrhosis, bad breath develops due to an increase in dimethyl sulfide, a substance that is unleashed when the liver does not function properly. Dimethyl sulfide has a very distinct smell that differs from morning breath and suggests an advanced stage of liver disease.

8. Jaundice
The breakdown of red blood cells in the body produces bilirubin. This substance travels to the liver and is ultimately eliminated in the stools. When the liver malfunctions, as happens in liver cirrhosis, too much bilirubin may build up in the liver. This yellowish substance can turn the skin and whites of the eyes yellow when in excess. Bilirubin present in large quantities indicates toxins are not being eliminated properly, a warning that the body is at risk of poisoning itself.Jaundice requires treatment and lifestyle changes that often include eliminating alcohol consumption and as I do not drink alcohol no problem!

9. Dark Urine
Bilirubin can cause dark urine, as well, a symptom that may be more immediately noticeable than slightly discolored skin. Luckily, dark urine is usually a sign of liver cirrhosis and can prompt doctors to investigate and diagnose more quickly. Dehydration can also make the urine darker than normal, so doctors will rule out this possibility before conducting liver tests.

10. Enlarged Liver that Becomes Smaller Over Time
Initially, inflammation of the liver will cause liver enlargement. However, as the disease progresses and turns into cirrhosis, the amount of scar tissue increases, making the liver smaller. The scar tissue affects blood flow, causing further damage and shrinking of the organ.

11. Swollen Abdomen
There are several possible reasons a person's abdomen may swell during liver failure. Usually, loss of liver functionality leads to a build-up of fluid in either the liver, spleen, or abdominal region. This fluid retention manifests outwardly as swelling, which may or may not be externally apparent. A physical examination usually leads to the discovery of the abdominal swelling.

12. Sleepiness
Typically, sleepiness is an early sign of hepatic encephalopathy provoked by the onset of liver failure. Excessive fatigue is more common in people with advanced or chronic liver failure. However, extreme drowsiness in combination with other symptoms could indicate acute liver failure.

BOTTOM LINE TO MY FEW MENTIONED HEALTH PROBLEMS AND THERE ARE MORE:
“HIS WILL BE DONE - AS I AM IN GOD'S HANDS WITH MEDICAL HELP.”
So to those who still Love me – Thank You!
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Sincerely, with Love sent back to you – from Sir Richard…
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