Monday, August 29, 2016


This is so important for me to talk about. Though those who are weak of heart please just delete as I know where Joyce is and she is waiting for me. Actually she is coming for me one day but I have reason to be here right now and it is not my time! My reason could be as simple as a smile but not slaying Dragons as I am more of a Don Quixote knight for my King of Kings JESUS CHRIST. Hence by His Command; a smile it is…
And Folks - Thank U.
We were both in sort of denial but BIG TIME, yet we both knew the end was coming. As the O2 to her brain was getting less and less and maybe she did see her Grandmother that one day before I brought her home from the Hospital.
Great Great Grandmother Henwood liked me Joyce said and I felt good about this as I am so loved within the family, eh?
As for the passing Joyce wanted it within her and my control only, as when her previous husband killed himself she was in such shock. Other family members took over and she lost control etc.
So with her at times and I alone we visited funeral homes for pricing and compassion comparisons. We choose a place out of town. The day of the final paper work for this service to be done, Joyce was to come and check things out but that morning she had lots of issues and she told me to go as she would be fine but was tired and wanted to stay at home.
After all I was only to be gone 1hr and 1/2 what could possibly go wrong? “Kiss Noise I Love You” to each other, there done and I was rushing back, actually speeding back which I do not do!
That was a cloudy day, when the sun suddenly came out and fell on my legs in the car. I felt really warm comfy and calm when a voice in my head within or without my head said: “It's OK Richard slow down as U need not speed now as everything is OK!”
When I got home the dogs were not right as Lily did not run to meet me but stayed on the couch looking well, different. I FELT ODD TOO and ran upstairs hobbled up actually. I found our other dog Lucy sitting beside Joyce. LUCY Looking at me then back to Joyce.
Joyce sometimes as her idea of a sick joke, that she would play dead on me sometimes to see my frantic reaction. Though pretending to be upset, I never really got mad as I did go along with it to make her laugh.
This time though, as I tried to get her to stop the this act, her reaction was all wrong with one eye was open and one eye shut. Her blanket I had covered her in earlier was sort of tossed but then she over heated and for Joyce this was nothing new.
I shook her and knew would stop the act just as she had in the past, NO this is not happening! WAKE UP JOYCE.!!!! I CALLED 911; started to do compressions but she had said to the hospital folks to not to do this to her as she did not want her ribs broken? I did compressions any way!
Not good on bed need to get her on the floor but my Cancer left arm has no strength and I will hurt her if she comes off the bed.
The guy at 911 was driving me crazy with questions and I am crying or cry howling really. Lucy dog leaves the room. I throw the phone across the room still compressing. She feels not right her O2 has been running and her tummy was distended.
Oh GOD, OH GOD, OH GOD!!!! The Doorbell rings; do I answer and go down stairs??? Compressions will then stop. Not good, not good. Funk U people I thought as I put both dogs in my office area. Run down stairs hobble down stairs and open the door, just then EMT, FIRE, POLICE ALL AT ONCE she’s upstairs! Like a herd of Buffalo we all moved back upstairs. They are with Joyce I break down even more as they had gotten her on the floor for better compressions.
My GOD THEY CUT HER BLOUSE OFF! defibrillator is charging I cannot stand, I cannot watch this if only I stayed home if only I did better compressions if only....
I retreated into the hallway bathroom and sit on the floor near the toilet as I thought I was going to be sick and I am still cry-howling!
Then the two Cops come into the bathroom WHY???
Clear 1st Defibrillation.  More Compressions, come on do it again I thought! Clear 2nd Defibrillation, Clear 3rd Defibrillation then what seemed the Longest Sound of Silence. Mr. Abbenbroek? yessss I sobbed and sputtered out.
Your Wife Is Dead.

Written by: Sir Richard… 
P.S. To those who wonder when will he stop? It still will take time and as one wave laps up onto my shore. A peace between happens until the next wave. As my ocean will become calm one day and all waves will happen no more...
Photo by: Sir Richard
The Beatles - I Want You (She's So Heavy)
Disturbed - The Sound Of Silence
The Beatles - Within You Without You, Tomorrow Never Knows


In My Opinion here are some thoughts about you; you are a Beautiful Person whom I like. For you are a Real Woman who can speak your mind and can also live on your own if some would take the time to think about it. I also married a real woman like you who was abused by a knuckle dragger, once upon a time.
One evening she ran to my home with her kids, with the help of her sister and sister in-law who brought her. For In My Opinion; the knuckle dragger was going to kill them all and then he was going to kill himself but he could not get past me or find me.
For my friend, my not yet wife knew I would do almost anything for her. Just as I drove their leased vehicle that he left his body in, back to the dealership for her and her family, as they could not do it and as I said, I was always her closest friend and she was mine.
We then spent the rest of our 20 years/28 years keeping each other alive and dealing with our shared problems and even had fun at times too. Well a lot of times in fact!
Sadly, in the end I failed as I could not prevent the Reaper from sneaking up and taking her.
So I sense that you also have been hurt by some knuckle dragger and this even with your naturally tough equality is a similarity just like my late wife’s which as I said; your strength I find attractive in the both of you. You two; who I know are very unlike some of the many high maintenance princesses, that I have met and found NO commonality with. For they are also like you and my late wife, whose one major weakness is in fact; not knowing the difference between a real man, or the still un-evolved attraction to a bad boy knuckle dragger.
But I am so done Lady Dazzling, as women like my late wife and you are hard to find. I consider myself a real man, who has evolved to work harder and standout past the bad boy knuckle draggers; as well for I use my real head.
So I kind of know about your pain and as time will produce more women like you two and less princesses and bad boy knuckle draggers will also evolve. Things for the future will one day only improve; again I am sorry you were both hurt as I do care.
by Sir Richard…
Photo by: Sir Richard
Shantell Ogden - Til My John Wayne Comes Along
The Cowsills - The Rain, The Park & Other Things

Wednesday, August 24, 2016

Haley Rose (Cover) Cold Water

Haley Rose (Cover) Cold Water
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Thank you for all of the amazing support! :)

Photo: Haley Rose
Cold Water written by - Major Lazer/Justin Bieber/

Friday, August 19, 2016


Does Love from your heart, dissipate like chimney smoke?
Or is it rock hard like granite, lasting for all of our eternities...
Do you stop Loving someone that you once Loved or have lost?
I think not, you store it in your heart and bring it out like a photo album.

To view and at times even share but it is stored and it never stops.
Can you Love more than one person in your lifetime,
or is your personality like that of a single railway track?
Never diverting only going one direction and never to be shared...
I think not.

LOVE, is like the spokes of a bicycle wheel.
Racing out to as many as one need to move on and always centered back.
To the Love from your heart...
As GOD intended it to be, for He put that LOVE in all of our hearts...
Written by Sir Richard...

P.S. Because of my health, I think a lot about GOD and the hereafter, my hope is to see Joyce again. When she past, two days later, I had a dream that I was working again in the Library. It was a darker Library with very Oak like walls. I went to retrieve a book that was on hold for a Patron in the blue star room. Just then the telephone rang and another Staff member said it is for me. They would go retrieve the book and I could answer the phone. In the dream I could see Joyce as I talked, with our first car the Beretta. It was running and someone was in the back seat but that is another story. Joyce was at a pay phone and the line was all cracking up and hard to hear her but before we got disconnected, Joyce said that she will come and pick me up when it is my time. Strange - eh?
Photo by Sir Richard...
— at Durban SA South Beach.
Song I will be right here waiting for you -
by Richard Marx.

Sunday, August 14, 2016

(New Artist) MAGGI BAUGH

I am 16 and in high school all the while chasing my dreams to be a touring country artist.
Midnight Muddin - by Maggie Baugh

Maggie Baugh - Typical Cowboy

Maggie Baugh with Charlie Daniels - Devil Went Down to Georgia

I also have a website with previews of my new album “Heck Of A Story”.
Again thanks for the follow and the listen, my hope it’s going to be a fun journey together.
With Love,

Maggie Baugh.
Photo: NewBorn Studios

Friday, August 12, 2016


I live in dreams, of the past, through the present into the future.
Dreams are what help me continue through my loneliness and battles with my health.
GOD gave us all a Mind and Choice but for me it is His gift of Dreams that keep me
hanging on for the moment and so;
By Sir Richard
Photo by Sir Richard
Song = The Everly Brothers - All I Have to Do Is Dream

Thursday, August 11, 2016

"Truth About Trains"

Shantell Ogden
Nominated by the International Music and Entertainment Association as the Americana Artist of the Year!
After many months working on new music for you, the first single "Truth About Trains"
from the new album to be released on September 13, 2016 called “The Road That Drives Me” - this is definitely a first for me!
Thank you for sharing the journey!
With Love,

Photos by



This World is packed with Uneducated Bigots,
Uncaring Bullies,
Ultraistic - Umbracious Bullshit,
Encompassed by a Upas of Brutal Bastards!

Once U learn to deal with these, your daily reality becomes much different.

Just as JESUS CHRIST who is an, ubiquitarianism of Himself, said:
John 16:33
33 “I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.”

John 17:1-5
Jesus Prays to Be Glorified
After JESUS said this; He looked toward heaven and prayed:
“Father GOD, the hour has come. Glorify Your SON, that Your SON may glorify You. 2 For You granted Him authority over all people that He might give eternal life to all those You have given Him. 3 Now this is eternal life: that they know You, the only true GOD, and JESUS CHRIST, whom you have sent. 4 I have brought You glory on earth by finishing the work You gave Me to do. 5 And now, Father GOD, glorify Me in your presence with the glory I had with You before the world began!

by Sir Richard…

Music by:
Mad World - Gary Jules
Sarah McLachlan - Monsters
Photo: Joyce’s Eye by, Sir Richard.
Photo taken July 8th 2013.
Photo modified Aug. 11th 2016.

Wednesday, August 3, 2016


By Cara Luft
Oh darkness, why do you surround me after giving you everything?
I’ve asked the light to come and find me, tell the devil it’s time to leave!
Mmmm, Only love can save me, Only love can save me...
Mmmm, Only love can save me, Only love can save me...

I’m calling to the Holy of Holies, waiting for her face to shine
Be cradled in the arms of the mother and held tightly through the night
Mmmm, Only love can save me, Only love can save me...
Mmmm, Only love can save me, Only love can save me...

Digging out from all the lies and sorrow, send that ladder down from on high Gonna climb all the way to heaven, the gates are in my sight!
Mmmm, Only love can save me, Only love can save me...
Mmmm, Only love can save me, Only love can save me...

I’m shedding all the pain inside me, burning fires through the night
Rub the ashes all over my body, take a step into the light
Angels singing Glory Hallelujah, I can hear them call my name!
Sent the devil packing south of the border, I won’t be in darkness again…

Mmmm, Only love can save me, Only love can save me...
Mmmm, Only love can save me, Only love can save me...

One more Time
Mmmm, Only love can save me, Only love can save me...
Mmmm, Only love can save me, Only love can save me...

GOD Watching Photo by Sir Richard
SUNSET DRIVE IN 1966 Photo by Murray James McPhee.
Posted by Sir Richard
P.S. The screen in this photo is facing West but you could not see
any movie until 10 PM plus. So, they rotated it, so the screen faced
east and put a motorized train and swings to pacify the kiddies. This also allowed the movie to start at 9:45 PM on a Summer night. Why they never orientated the big screen it to a North South position, GOD only knows now?