PAST - PRESENT - FUTURE

"THE ONLY ONES WHO THINK YOUR TAKING TO LONG TO GRIEVE. HAVE NEVER REALLY LOST A PIECE OF THEIR HEART!
SO TAKE ALL THE TIME YOU NEED!"

PAST - PRESENT - FUTURE...

PAST:
When Joyce my work friend became but more than just a friend, I was astounded, thrilled and for her, we both had a Constant Craving;
https://youtu.be/ABYJo53mHHQ
Which we shared with each other, as Friends, Lovers and the Amazing Team that we became. This is why it is so hard to move away from my past with her, as I just cannot withdraw from my Constant Craving for Joyce…

PRESENT:
Stuck in a limbo of the present, not a moment goes by that I do not think of Joyce even though now she is but Gone, Gone, Gone; https://youtu.be/GV2yMnzWkkc
I slip back into the past as this is what I know best, what I love most, my comfort zone but as ashes to ashes only GOD can now put Joyce back together.

FUTURE:
Can one tell me what the weather would be like on the next first day of fall? I am starting now to work hard as I see myself making even a baby step movements forward; as I believe that Joyce would want this of me even though we were made for just each other;
https://youtu.be/o2vkAF8HFGE
Yet, which we all call life for me to carry on, as it is so hard to travel this far out of my comfort zone but for Joyce and Myself try I must! Even as I know GOD, to trust IN You and let it go, I still fight it, fight it, as I am now so extremely alone, a feeling I have daily down to my bones, I have no defense against this residue of our Love. As Joyce was my gift from GOD, she was my Miracle…
PAST.
PRESENT.
FUTURE.
https://youtu.be/Q3UNJorPbKg

Written by Sir Richard.
The Fire photo captured by Joy Thomas, by her fire starter husband Daniel.
Sir Richard http://bayo-hunter.blogspot.ca/