WHEN LONELINESS
SURROUNDS ME…
LONELINESS for Joyce surrounds me today, so forgive me but I say the pox (yet
forgive them) on those who find me too depressing, as they are the heartless. For
they have not yet traveled as I; Day and Night throughout with broken heart
but yet, in their futures they can truly count on me being with them for
theirs.
My torment of loss, dreams, just missing Joyce, is a constant loneliness and
full of fear.
For me this LONELINESS equals only PAIN UPON PAIN.
Another moment, second, minute, hour, day, month
since losing Joyce AS PAIN GRIPS me, yet again and again…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uLMW2ZlEG5Q
"LORD GOD; help me make it through this DAY
& NIGHT!”
I pray, as my personal depth of Loneliness has me
again, as I am tonight wide awake!
Then as I try to lay me down once again too sleep, as
I pray;
FATHER GOD, please let me sleep deeply just once,
throughout one Lonely Free Night!
Comforted me just like I was when with Joyce all those
28 years; long before this loneliness, of her loss engulfed me.
Then bade me gently awake, upon the Next Mornings
Light…
Some days my Doctors help me fly like an eagle. Other times, they bog me down like a chained Hippopotamus.
On “Eagle Days” I’m grateful for my Doctors who have saved my life but yet, not my Wife.
Then there are those “Hippo Days” when I rue the day I had to go visit a Doctor.
As once I have had to contend with a virus that invaded my body. What
bothers me most is that viruses are created not maliciously but they are
part of our earned inherit right to dwell here, after countless generations on this, GOD's planet.
For there are brighter people than
I, who work with these good or bad micro organisms throughout their
lives and want to make people well such as you and I, the virus
hosts that we are when feeling miserable.
What’s worse, we I permitted
these viruses to enter ourselves by nothing more innocent then a bump or
a scratch as these micro organisms live on top of our skin always, on our bodies
largest organ.
Just as we let a virus into our bodies, we also let
darkness into our spiritual lives when we open ourselves unthinkingly to
Evil that permeates our world also.
We let down our guard for a
moment with self-driven vanity and or pride etc.; hardly noticing that
which infects our souls is no different than the microorganisms that
surrrond us daily! For there is no good and bad as Evil, is just Bad!
To
defeat it we seek GOD by reading GOD’s Word, and praying 24/7 to Him if
need be, we build a firewall, or barrier, to safeguard ourselves.
With His help, we’ll keep our minds from becoming unwitting hosts for
unwanted Evil guests who like the virus, are part of our existence on
this broken world.
So be positive but be aware and guard your minds and hearts as you would with some Doctors cures. Be
proactive for yourself or yes, you will fall through the cracks. Then it
is to late to repel the invader as you are too weak to fight back!
May the grace of God be with you all always!
With LOVE to you and with all that heaven will allow!
https://youtu.be/av58E3VLplA
From,
Yes,
She is such a loving puppy. Though is fearful of people, coyotes and like me just about everything.
I just love watching her improve as time goes by.
We run, play and lay at the back door together watching the rabbits in the park runabout.
She does not bark but is still and quiet like a wolf.
Though one night, something was outside and she growled and man can she bark.
Last night I was sick and bleeding and she dragged out of her den a
blanket to cover me as best as a dog can. Then she stayed with me
watching, always watching.
We just live in that kind of world.
Thank you,
Richard & Evie
https://youtu.be/6CNB5OLUPM0
I am in pain again today, for I am not holding up well. I once had a dream on the first day we moved into this
house and after I awoke. I remember, that I was walking downstairs, the
sun was shining and everything and everyone was gone, as I was all
alone. It was if I was doing a final inspection before I had to hand my
keys to the new owners?
I know with GOD your never alone but the
PAIN in my life is still there; as I am not a human light switch, just a
child really.
Yet should I out live Evie Dog, this dream will become true, that I will be the last to leave our home.
The Hurt,
by Sir Richard...
IN THE NAME OF THE FATHER SON AND HOLY GHOST I PRAY.
AMEN.
I believe that we are all related, to all people.
Because if you look at the fact that we all come from our Father GOD in heaven.
Extend that genetically, back to the Mitochondrial DNA traces of us all
back in time you will see that we come from our one mother in Africa at
around 1,000,000 years ago.
Or,
even know that we are all part of the same Human Race of the many types
of species on this Planet, hence we are again related!
Then you could also consider this that we are all made up of carbon and hydrogen atoms.
Which makes all stardust material and this makes us all children of the
universe, which brings us all back to being creations of GOD!
https://youtu.be/ajgeaOt_HTQ
By my calculations we all have, many, many relatives, as we are all related to all people.
So, do not worry about who you may, or may not have as relatives.
Just must keep in mind, that luckily they will never all show up at once to your house for dinner.
Yes, today is a good day to be alive,
HAPPY FAMILY DAY!
https://youtu.be/Es3Vsfzdr14
With Love, from your Cousin Sir Richard...
http://bayo-hunter.blogspot.ca/
THINK AND TAKE HEED!
1 Dear friends, do not believe every spirit,
but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, because many
false prophets have gone out into the world.
2 This is how you can
recognize the Spirit of God: Every spirit that acknowledges that Jesus
Christ has come in the flesh is from God,
3 but every spirit that
does not acknowledge Jesus is not from God. This is the spirit of the
antichrist, which you have heard is coming and even now is already in the world.
4 You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the
one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world.
5 They are from the world and therefore speak from the viewpoint of the world, and the world listens to them.
6 We are from God, and whoever knows God listens to us; but whoever is
not from God does not listen to us. This is how we recognize the Spirit
of truth and the spirit of falsehood!
1 John 4: 1-6 https://youtu.be/UkPhGRQzboE
