MY TRUTH
I need to be straightforward at this point, for I am stuck in Grief
because I have allowed my wife’s loss to become the central focus of my life
along with other horrors of my past, now totally dominating my existence. My
loss has become larger than all other relationships, larger than God’s purpose
for my existence, even larger than GOD.
So I asked through prayer, how does
one get unstuck? What does one do with the loneliness and suffering?
So I got
down on my knees and I lift up my hands in the presence of the LORD and say;
“Lord here is my self-pity, which I confess it as a sin. My self-isolation I
also confess it as a sin. Father GOD allow the blood of JESUS CHRIST cleanse me
from all my sins. For only through You GOD the Father, JESUS CHRIST the Son and
the HOLY SPIRIT, can I be delivered from this self-preoccupation.”
Amen.
“FATHER GOD, I want to serve You LORD and not myself. For I am only
making things worse for by focusing on my loss and my troubled past, which in
reality is focusing on totally myself. Again I confess my self-preoccupation,
and I ask that You Father GOD forgive me and deliver me from my sinful habits. I
pray this in the name of GOD the Father, JESUS CHRIST the Son and the HOLY
SPIRIT”. Amen.
This is my Truth,
And
So says my past by, Sir Richard…