IN PAIN CANNOT SLEEP…

IN PAIN CANNOT SLEEP…

SLIDE SHOW PHOTOS - WINTER SNOW JAN 2014 by Richard Abbenbroek

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May GOD bless you All Always! You may not know this but my Cancer (now Colon 20 polyps removed and still bleeding), Heart Disease, Diabetes is winning and GOD will be calling me home soon. I only fear the pain of dying but not my FAITH in Him or to be one day with our Father GOD!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rRdP0ud4UKo

For most of you, I love you as you are such a good friends, so kind, so thoughtful and you are a great listener’s. I again cannot sleep so I am up making another photo album (see 1^st slide show link), for those who want to view but I am in pain... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oxoEpVDGvPE

With LOVE, to you all from Richard Abbenbroek aka Sir Richard.

FEEL LIKE GIVING UP?

FEEL LIKE GIVING UP?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TrzvWiAHXpg

Cancer gets you down, day after day, pill after pill.

You are growing weaker anyway, observed by Doctors who do not understand &

have never had what you have…

They just keep on testing you like a lab rat with yet another pill, maybe if you competed at Sochi.

You would feel much better; hey, want another pill?

Let us kill the nerve and you will feel no more pain!

As you have so much going on; let’s staple your stomach so you could be thin like me?

No, as a Doctor I have never been there, though I have read about it…

If one more person tells me to be positive! FATHER GOD HELP ME!

I take care of 2, not just me and I am not up to this task.

No one knows what to say, no one knows what to do, I feel like giving up!

Only the pain of passing from this life to the next is what I fear most.

Written with pain,

Sir Richard…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fq5AziuWhAw

A DAY AFTER THE NEXT YEAR TO COME.

A DAY AFTER THE NEXT YEAR TO COME.
Meditating Over A Photo http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CzFaEgQsuG0
by Mahsa Vahdat & the Mighty Sam McClain.
With Love Granted by GOD.
I Thank You All for Your Kind B-Day wishes from,
Sir Richard...