TODAY 22 YEARS LATER = The Smile

TODAY 22 YEARS LATER = The Smile
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For I Forget NOT, as the nightmares did NOT return.
22 years after my youngest daughter was Abducted (today) and Recovered (August 10th 1989).
As it’s hard to decide where I should start and at the same time, it is very easy for it’s all there.
All the memories, the pain, the fear, the stress are all just a simple recalled flashback away.
The moment from a time long ago, when my world was turned upside down and my child abducted.
In hindsight, because of nothing more than another persons whim, of control over me.
So they could say, look at what I can do to you and you can not stop me!
I REMEMBER:
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L133WaT4Eck

Even though it is now long ago, during a time when my dreams become reality and my reality would seem to become dreams.
To this day I am haunted, as it plays back in my dreams, this haunting is from non the less, than a smile.
A smile from the last time that I saw this person of now 22 years ago, as she walked out of Court.
Walking past me, that smile which said, I am free, unpunished and a I am feeling all powerful, as my twisted mission for you is accomplished.
For you can not stop me and just wait and see what I will do to you next...

Every night or every other night, this smile comes back into my thoughts, via my dreams.
It starts out simple enough at times, I am with my current wife, or any woman, doing some activity together.
This could be anything from doing supper dishes to attending an event but then it goes all wrong.
Things and reality twists like a very bad "Alice in Wonderland", then the kind person that I am with, becomes that evil.
Doing tormenting things that were done to me 22 years ago and just as I start to wonder why, once again the smile appears.
She has just morphed herself back, into my life and again with that smile.

Now Evil knows me well and plays on this event of the past to haunt me and torture me.
It's not really the past but present events, that actually bother me today.
Especially if feel I have no control over today's event, then the one event that I really truly could not control.
Comes back to basically say, hey your nothing, your hopeless and helpless and I am all powerful!

Not so Satan, as a good friend recently reminded me, that I can re-wire my daily thinking.
That I must keep in mind that this smile that is worn by that person, should be more pitied and not feared.
As I must use my strong belief in the Lord, which is very strong, to say to that smile.
In fact you are "NOT", to be feared but pitied and hence, evil looses once again!
So this is how to remove a "SMILE", that was evil from my haunted 22 year old dreams...

For I am a slave to you no more.

Written by
Sir Richard...
http://bayo-hunter.blogspot.com/

Missing Children's Day

Don't forget, that TODAY is International National Missing Children's Day - we are asking everyone to light a candle in honor of all the missing children and their searching families. Place the candle or a light in your front window to show your support for these families - because the search must continue.
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Sir Richard
TEAM H.O.P.E. USA/CANADA Volunteer
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MOTHERS DAY

TO THE ABDUCTOR OF MY YOUNGEST DAUGHTER - Thanks to Jesus you are forgiven for what you did. Though my angst toward you and people like you who still do this, has never diminished! I know that God blessed us with choices, Stupid or Not! So say we all, Amen? from Sir Richard... http://bayo-hunter.blogspot.com/

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The Grascals - Long List of Heartaches

You're at the top, of my long list of heartaches.
Right up there with the worst, of the worst I've ever known!
A real master of disaster, you're my number one mistake.
And you're holding down your spot.
At the top, of my long list of heartaches.

When we first met, I knew you were a cut above the rest.
With pure determination, you've proved to be the best.
They'll be singing your praises, a hundred years from now.
Congratulations, here's to you, stand up take a bow!

You're at the top of my long list of heartaches.
Right up there with the worst, of the worst I’ve ever known!
A real master of disaster, you're my number one mistake.
And you're holding down your spot.
At the top, of my long list of heartaches.

My world's been torn to pieces, more than a time or two.
But nothing could prepare me, for the things you put me through.
When I compare my love's gone wrong, I think it's safe to say.
No competition, well next to you, you've blown 'em all away!

You're at the top, of my long list of heartaches.
Right up there with the worst, of the worst I’ve ever known.
A real master of disaster, you're my number one mistake.
And you're holding down your spot.
At the top, of my long list of heartaches.

A real master of disaster, you're my number one mistake!
And you're holding down your spot.
At the top, of my long list of heartaches.

HAPPY MAY DAY!

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HAPPY MAY DAY! A promise with the renewal of Spring, the new green growth of which it all brings. Warmth into thy heart, winter now yet melts as a forgetful dream. My Love is with thee, you know what I mean. For upon us all, is yet another Spring. by Sir Richard.
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