BEING NEAR THE END

BEING NEAR THE END
https://youtu.be/fZGGmO9dXxs
I wish that I was 30 once again.
Look, I know you see me as more than sixty, yet I think of me as 30.
Just happy yet sad, to not do all that 30 year old learn to communicate crap.
Which is the only dam good thing about being near the end.

As I just want to be held, touched,
If you will, the scent of a woman.
Hey people this is just what I exactly need!
Well sort of but not you, or you or anyone except for the one I called my wife.
My other half or tee pee lodge pole if you will all but now gone?

She knew everything I thought and I understood everyone of her needs.
The scent of this woman and this man, after many a night of passions.
This scent of my woman lingers as always within my mind.
A scent so Beautiful, as it was our personal perfume of passion created from our gentle deed.

Now, I can see other women with her likeness.
Sad as I am to old, sick and frack you, those who say get over it and are so quick to criticize!
For she was as I speak of the rarest of Jewels, my own personal quest, my Golden fleece.
A rarity that you would only but miss.
Even if it hit you hard upon your backside!

I wish that I was 30 once again.
Look as you still see me as over sixty, yet I think of myself as only 30.
Just happy yet sad, to not do all that 30 year old learn to communicate crap again.
Which is the only dam good thing about being near The End.
https://youtu.be/t9ymcw5vmFQ
Written and Photo by Sir Richard.
Music by two of my favorite singers; "Il mondo prima di te" or the "The World Before You" by Annalisa Scarrone.
And Martina McBride "Take the ribbon from my hair".

PHOTOS THAT YOU SEE

PHOTOS THAT YOU SEE ARE FROM 2014;
ALSO MY FALL LEGEND PHOTOS FROM 2012: https://picasaweb.google.com/107280182513021931120/MyFallLegendPhotosBySirRichard?authkey=Gv1sRgCLbWqJiR-MmQnwE#slideshow/5662033836889320514
Some music banter: https://youtu.be/66_udceyXbc
Some more music banter:
https://youtu.be/YCRrrP0EhPc
Sir Richard...
Sent to you all with LOVE and to all I Pray that heaven will allow!
http://bayo-hunter.blogspot.com/

GRETA THUNBERG GIVE THE LIARS SHIT!

GRETA THUNBERG GIVE THE LIARS SHIT!
https://youtu.be/qn8houXU52E
WHEN YOU MEN AND WOMEN OF THE U.N. FAIL OUR YOUTH, LOOK OUT!
https://youtu.be/nFEHqFUONHY
Posted by Sir Richard

A DARK ROOM NOT OF THEIR CHOOSING:

A DARK ROOM NOT OF THEIR CHOOSING:
https://youtu.be/iXx3hgBvako
Remember as a kid, the feeling of daring yourself to walk across a dark room? In a way you were excited because you know, you really do know, that there's nothing there to hurt you. Some people get to choose their dark rooms. They get to look for places where the fear is only skin-deep but some people are nowhere near that lucky, as sadly the choice is made for them. I have never known what to say to parents and family of murdered loved ones. The only thing that I can think of, is to offer them my prayers so that they and their families are given strength as well as comfort during such a difficult time. While they walk through their dark rooms, not of their own choosing.
To those who have lost so much. With Love and all that heaven will allow!
Written and Photo by Sir Richard...
http://bayo-hunter.blogspot.com/

Four Writings for Lady Joyce by Sir Richard

LOVE FROM YOUR HEART
https://youtu.be/WmmowWiaS4Y
Does Love from your heart, dissipate like chimney smoke?
Or is it rock hard like granite, lasting for all of our eternities...
Do you stop Loving someone that you once Loved or have lost?
I think not, you store it in your heart and bring it out like a photo album.
To view and at times even share but it is stored and it never stops.
Can you Love more than one person in your lifetime,
or is your personality like that of a single railway track?
Never diverting only going one direction and never to be shared...
I think not.
LOVE, is like the spokes of a bicycle wheel.
Racing out to as many as one need to move on and always centered back.
To the Love from your heart...
As GOD intended it to be, for He put that LOVE in all of our hearts...

MY WIFE MY FRIEND THE LOVE OF MY LIFE…
https://youtu.be/3Ogc9VkNAYg
I stood by you and you by me on through,
The Good and the Bad, Loving and Sad,
After Deaths of people, even when our Kids and their Kids were bad.
Like legal age once was, twenty one years for us, so fast have gone…
Eyes blinked, we wink, traveled life’s roads long, as we could travel on.
Been there, done that, made it through pee your pants giggles and strife.
You have always been My Wife, My Best Friend, The Love of My Life…

JOYCE EVELYN SPENCE YOU ARE LOVED!
https://youtu.be/ABYJo53mHHQ
So Joyce, know that you are LOVED and cherished, dearly & forever.
For LOVE is overwhelmingly always dominant over all things Evil or Bad as it is ultimately triumphant!
If boil this down into just one sentence;
“JOYCE EVELYN SPENCE YOU ARE LOVED!”
Or boil it down further to just one word from GOD to us all and that is; “LOVE”.
LOVE is the basis of everything. Not some abstract, hard to fathom kind of LOVE. Which we may feel day to day but the kind of LOVE we feel when we look at LOVING Friends, LOVING Family, LOVING Spouse, LOVING Children and yes, IMO even from our Pets & Some Animals we observe Unconditional Love.
For in its purest and most powerful form, LOVE is not jealous or selfish but;
“A GIFT FROM GOD THAT IS UNCONDITIONAL & ETERNAL!
“LOVE”

JOYCE I am Waiting for you, Listening for you, Watching for you, Wishing for you and one day in the future, when GOD decides & through CHRIST JESUS. On that day Joyce, I shall be with Him and also be near you once again.
https://youtu.be/o2vkAF8HFGE
As I write this with LOVE from her STM & Devoted Grimm,
Richard - to my Joyce...

AN OBSERVATION:

AN OBSERVATION:
https://youtu.be/8Y-PeDrOz4A
I have noticed that when people are in the midst of their final call home by the LORD.
That they and this really depends on each person, either one month, 2 weeks, a day, or even hours before.
Sort of loose their interest in things that they did or things that U do, when before there was a sparkle in their eyes and great excitement about that interest.
Yes U could say “Go Figure Richard” after all, they are contemplating much more other than a show and tell at this moment in time!”
True enough but like everyone knows not to stare into the sun; it's something which U are told when you're a kid. "Don't look at the sun or you'll go blind!" But sometimes U want to understand something so badly that you'll almost risk going blind for just a glimpse of what it might all be about?
For I believe that the world is made up of the big things that happen to U and the small ones.
The part that's so unfair is that we call them "big" and "small", because when something happens to U, when U lose something or someone that U really care about, that's all there is. The world may be blowing up all around U, but you don't care about that, U don't care about that at all…
When they are passing over as I said that they just do not care, as I believe it is just their reality going numb in their brain, sort of a blessing from GOD as a form of comfort to them.
My childhood friend Kelly Obrien was like that, my father in-law Ken Henwood was like that and my wife Joyce was like that too. Her last day was sort of an unusual calm after my morning nursing duties were over and I started out for my afternoon appointment.
Then Joyce got a phone call from a home care nurse and Joyce gave that nurse a “I couldn’t care less response to questions,” which caused the nurse to call me as I was driving to my appointment. Puzzled by this and almost half way down our back alley, I stopped to call home, yet Joyce was still so calm?
So I asked Joyce if I should return home to her right now and asked Joyce are U OK? Joyce said “NO” do not come home, as she was just perfectly fine but tired and Richard, U better get going, as U are going to be late (we were always late, it was our tradition), then Joyce said that she would see me when I got back. “Kiss noise, I Love U!” we both said to each other and I let her go…
A true recount but how do you let someone go? How do you understand that it is alright and that from this point on everything changes? How do you find a way for this event to make you feel good about your life, instead of the breaking of your heart?
For the hardest thing you'll ever learn in life, is how to say goodbye and this is only, if you are given that chance.
Sometimes I have found the best way to move into the unknown in my life is to take familiar steps, small steps. To do ordinary things to deal with something that is in no way ordinary. We're always going someplace new in this life all the time. Familiar things just let us pretend that we aren't moving into unfamiliar territory. U take those small familiar steps as U become dishonest with yourself and to live as if nothing had changed but still to go on with your life. But there are times when what you need is a piece of how things used to be!
As for most people change is kind of slow. They're who they are and then after a while, they're someone else. But some people know the exact moment where their lives changed. When they first saw the person they were going to marry or the look in their baby's eyes the first time they smiled. For some people, it's not the good things in life that made them change. Or it's something they've gone through like the passing of my wife Joyce that makes everything that I look at from that moment on, seem very different from how it had always been. Till my and your own end that things, will forever be.
AN OBSERVATION:
of Sir Richard…
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TUMBLE WEEDS ARE ACTUALLY JUST RUSSIAN THISTLE.

TUMBLE WEEDS ARE ACTUALLY JUST RUSSIAN THISTLE. https://youtu.be/BsMOgUfHLx4
F.Y.I Sometime in 1873 or 1874 contaminated flax seed with Russian thistle from Russia had been sown, quite accidentally, on a farm near the town of Scotland, South Dakota. It was in October 1880 that the Department of Agriculture in Washington first received word of a strange plant that had begun appearing in the newly tilled farmlands of South Dakota. Included with the report was a sample that had been found near the town of Yankton on the Missouri River. The information was filed away and forgotten until, a little more than a decade later, more specimens began arriving in the mail. One came from Aberdeen, 200 miles northwest of the earlier sighting, and another from all the way up in North Dakota. The march was already becoming relentless. In the early 1890s a legislator proposed that a fence be built around the state to stem the incursion. It was too late. By this time the weed had already found its way to Canada.
This F.Y.I. is from Sir Richard...