MERDE DU JOUR
Hello, you’re not going to be
pleased but you are so close to me some of you I consider my blessing from GOD
as my Earth Angels but I have to vent. For if and when I pass on and I believe
that I will, as Good Lord calls everybody home! What I would like is to be
surrounded by people whom I LOVE before I die if not physically, then in
spirit. It is hard work being a mother duck and rounding up the people whom you
have loved and do love for decades. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zy-gOf-_3f4
As I am so tired of fighting the
Canadian medical system as I am no hero; I fail much and now I am really tired
of it all and I just wanted to talk to you even if only for 1 more time! For I
now want GOD to take me home. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fc72N_IMZ5U
From the July 20th to July 31st
every night I had to urinate every hour, I still do. Back then though the pain
from doing that actually hurt so much that it made me cry and as now, I have
every night little sleep. The pain is so bad it is just like Tom Hanks had on
the Movie the Green Mile, only I do not have a John Coffey to help me. The
entire Urologist Department along with my family Doctor are all on vacation
till Aug 13th and 14th. So on July 31st I went to Emergency and they tested and
found that I have an enlarged Prostrate and hardening of the Bladder, blood in
my urine and also in guess what and so they gave me some pills to relieve the
pain by shrinking my prostate which those other Doctors were supposed to give
me on July 20th? On this Monday I finally see my Family Doctor, to probably be
referred to another Doctor Richard battle; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pv6EmRoQ-RY
AND NOW A NOTE OF ENCOURAGEMENT FROM
ONE OF MY SISTERS FROM ANOTHER MOTHER:
Life sucks sometimes and then it
sucks worse but there is always a glimmer of peace in someone’s smile, or
someone saying "Thanks" or just eating a chocolate. It isn't easy
being here on earth and trying to maneuver thru the Merde! ;) Lovely word my
Canadian Cousin taught me. He's a great guy very caring, loving and would do
anything for those he loves and even for his fellow man if they need it. He is
an awesome guy!!
(I'm talking about U!) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bz7ifClpT4g
(Thee Above Are Some Of Kindest Words
Ever Spoken To Me!)
Thank You All and too All With
LOVE, an all that heaven will allow!
From Sir Richard…
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