My eldest puppy whom I named Tribble Reba Abbenbroek had to be put down a year ago today due to massive kidney failure. Tribble basically would have required a transplant to correct this problem.
That day I held Tribble as the Doctor put her down and then I then went to pieces. Even though there was no hope for improvement, I still feel as if I murdered her. My belief is that all good dogs go to heaven and this is where I believe Tribble is right now waiting for me.
Many people would say, "hey", it's just a dog but Tribble was never just a dog. For me she is family and I loved her so! So I need not apologize for feeling so sad, as I do right now.
Some days, sometimes, I do not feel that I should be allowed to even keep company, compared with some of you. For throughout my life, barely meeting the mark is all that I seem to have been able to do. May God Forgive me, for when I am gone, I fear writings in dust, is all that I will become.
Selfish thoughts these are, I know, it is only I who is to blame. What you are before God is how one should measure their earthly name. Yet at times compared to others, all that I do would be best described, as just simply tame. May God Forgive me, for when I am gone, I fear writings in dust, is all that I will become.
Love, hope, charity, faith and my very, very well listening ear. Is how I try to wipe away, others many, many earthly tears. Then as today, is tomorrow, each day that I live, sometimes is a repeat of the same. May God Forgive me, for when I am gone, I fear writings in dust, is all that I will become.
Just as we all do once in awhile, I ponder my own fate, for just like you all, I have moments where I become blue. For today I am just venting, as I have written this more for myself, then to worry you. For this I know is true, His grace continually shared through us for all those in need, is what we are all to do! May God Forgive me, for when I am gone… Besides writings in dust, that my name is written in His Book of Life, is really what I should strive to become. http://www.youtube.com/v/oiFTXckh0zU&hl=en_US&fs=1 Written by Sir Richard... http://bayo-hunter.blogspot.com/
Richard Abbenbroek Volunteers At:
Centre Street Church, Child Find Alberta, Team Hope NCMEC, Samaritans Purse Canada, RCACS, The Hanger, Sir Richards Music Promotions FREE
May 1989 – December 2013 (24 years 8 months) Child Find Alberta, Team Hope NCMEC
Assisted 408 Parents in the recovery of their Missing Children, through Child Find Alberta (1989 – 2008) and Team Hope of the National Center of Missing and Exploited Children (2003-2013).
Helped build a Computer Lab at the High School in KwaZulu-Natal Province, Bhekulwandle South Africa.
Centre Street Church Mission
Went to the Gulf of Mexico and assisted in the recovery of 70 Hurricane Katrina ravaged homes with Samaritans Purse Canada.
Also a Billy Graham Rapid Response Team Chaplain
RCACS ROYAL CANADIAN AIR CADET SQUADRON’S 604, 52, 781, 538 Voluteer and Parent Advisory Commitees.
The Hanger – As a Guide and Greeter, Air Show Events.
Sir Richards Music Promotions FREE: Currently helping young female singers reach their goals as professional acts and for Free.
Sir Richard/Mzikayifani (My Zulu name for homesteads are different)
With Love and all that heaven will allow!