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My Soft Tissue Sarcoma Cancer is not totally gone. To start, I have Prinzmetal angina & Ischemic Heart Disease (plus 3 Heart Stents) along with type 2 Diabetes that for some reason I am resistant to Insulin and hence I am fighting hard to control it. My Prostate is enlarged and also my old hernia repair became undone and the mesh jabs causing Bleeding and they say I have Diverticulitis, so I bleed but they will not operate unless it is an Emergency due to my Heart problems.
I do not sleep because I have Nerve Damage in my left arm and am unable to sleep. They have tested so many drugs on me, that it is unreal!!! Now they plan on killing the nerves in my left arm, which again is dangerous.
Though, I have had so many body changes I have yet turned into a werewolf (now that would be fun), just for poops and giggles! Also, I have neither given up, though there are days that I ask GOD, why???
I know that He must have His reason, and I know heaven is real for I have quite a few friends there now…
"There are many here among us,
Who feel that life is but a joke,
But you and I, we've been through that.
And this is not our fate…
So let us not talk falsely now, the hour is getting late!!"
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As you might not know I wear a device that helps keep my left arm keep inactive in the night so the Cancer pain is not that bad. Speaking of bed, I fell out of my bed twice so far in the last 3 weeks, as I could not BREATH, Sleep Apnoea? Told my Doc today but she seemed not concerned but she is quiet at times and hard to read. My left side of my body was gouged badly and as I fell both times I hit my filing cabinet, on the way down so I bleed badly, due to my blood thinners.
Sometimes after talking to my new Cancer friends from the Tom Baker Cancer Centre and WellSpring, they ask why did they not do Chemo or Radiation to treat me. My Doc says, it’s because of my heart problems, on my last visit I asked if she would ask my Cancer Oncologist whom I call Mac the Knife. If I could at least get a MIR just like my Cancer Survivor Buddies, also ask Mac, why like them I do not have one done every year? Then I thought, do they know something that I do not? As my Paranoid side of me asks; “maybe I am dying and they cannot tell me for some unknown reason”? Grassy Knoll, thoughts from a mad man, well not as bad as Vincent in any way, though my last name is Dutch.
X-Rays do not show Cancer, CT Scans do not show Cancer only MIR’s show Sarcoma Cancer mine is rare, lucky eh (Lord why not the Lotto?) and they take their time? I want to know for if I have, let's say; just one year. I want to take a grey hound bus to Tucson Az and see the Prima Air Museum. Or maybe beg on the streets and raise money so I can go to France and visit my Great Uncle's Grave from WW1.
Still, why not Chemo or radiation? My left breast area hurts, my breathing and walking is bad. The Docs leave hints but no answers; “oh they said that I should not worry as your in line for your cancer is probably back”.
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F.Y.I. Sarcoma Cancer (Sarcoma Cancer again by the way is very rare!), for it does not target one particular area of the body. About 43% percent of Sarcoma Cancers occur in the extremities (e.g., arms, legs = like me); 34% percent occur in and around the internal organs (e.g., uterus or heart = heart like me?); 10% percent occur in the trunk (e.g., chest, back); and 13% percent occur in other locations. In very rare cases, these tumors develop in the gastrointestinal tract (me again with my bleeding?). A small percentage of these are GISTs or known as a gastrointestinal stromal tumor. Malignant GISTs occur most commonly in the stomach and small intestine, is this me also?
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With LOVE to you all and may you all be blessed with all that heaven will allow!
from,
Sir Richard…
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